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NAME: Rachel
AGE: 18
CONTACT INFORMATION: aim - qweendomcome, email - zestina@gmail.com
Full Name: Lukas von Esper
AGE / BIRTHDAY: 18 / November 11th 1990
TITLE: Prettyboy Without A Soul
ETHNICITY: Viennese. He's touchy about this. If you call him German, he'll at least correct you with "Austrian."
ALLIANCE: Shitennou. Usually. Hopefully.
RESIDENCE: An apartment in Chiyoda, Tokyo, near the Imperial Garden Theater
OCCUPATION: Stage actor
REINCARNATION OF: Zoisite
APPEARANCE: Pretty. Pretty and he knows it. With tousled hair and soulful brown eyes, Lukas prides himself in his face and loves his reflection. He tends toward the fine-boned and delicate; high cheekbones under arcing eyebrows and a gentle, sweeping jawline makes him a little too feminine for his liking, but he's not complaining. With spider-like fingers and wrists that you could likely break with your thumb and forefinger, he's not just thin, Lukas is nearly skeletal. His muscles are sinewy under his skin but don't lend him any bulk or size, and at about 5'10", he's never going to have to wait for old age before he looks anything besides pretty. To make matters worse, Lukas takes longer to dress himself in the morning than most girls.
More notably than any sort of genetics, Lukas' natural facial expressions are limited to bored, unfeeling, and possibly amused--yes, I say possibly, because it's always a little questionable. Laughter is a rare commodity to be valued, and his voice, which carries a light Bostonian accent, rarely hits any emotions save for perhaps impatience, cynicism, and annoyance. On a stage, he turns into whatever person he needs to. He's paid to act, after all.
PB: Conrad Matschke
PERSONALITY: The one overarching rule for Lukas is that he thinks he's better than everyone else. Okay, occasionally, he finds the humility to admit that he's equal or maybe even a touch worse--but then throw in future potential, and he's better again. In general, he really needs to be taken down a peg or two, and I trust some kind mun would be happy to do that for me. To be fair, dealing with Lukas isn't especially difficult, especially if you're clever enough and beautiful enough, but it's not always pleasant. Cold by nature, he's often brusque or supercilious to people, but he at least humors most people with a smile that obviously doesn't meet his eyes and a generous dose of light snark. He's the sort of jerk some chick thinks she can change for the better. She'd be delusional, and he'd string her along until he lost interest. Occasionally, he finds someone whose company he genuinely enjoys, and they can enjoy being snide little bastards with each other. It's not that Lukas is misanthropic or anything--on the contrary, he finds people fascinating--it's that he's yet to realize that he needs other people for anything other than entertainment. This makes him a little lonely at times, but he's yet to realize that's probably a bad thing. While he's never outright rude to anyone unless they've pissed in his cheerios, he's never going to be anyone's knight in shining armor.
Lukas is what you'd expect of someone who grew up spoiled through and through and still doesn't understand why he should care about anyone but himself; what other people think or feel don't matter to him at all. He's easy enough to get along with if you don't mind nearly a complete lack of warmth, and he's a loyal friend if a bit distant and unreliable at times. Lukas treats the people he does respect with surprising kindness, and you could even call him sweet (though he'd be mortified to hear it). His temper's a bit on the short side and setting it off tends to result in a string of petty insults over the next few days but little more. In general, he's laid-back and open-minded, very few things break through his apathy enough to worry him, and Lukas just does what he can to pretend those things don't exist. For the most part, he lives entirely in the moment, willing to do most anything to keep himself entertained but very little is fast-paced enough to keep his blood rushing. Bored is pretty much his main state of being, and Lukas is usually open to interacting with people to pass the time if nothing else. Occasionally, he finds a person or a cause that provides all sorts of good times, and then he tends to attach himself in a his own detached, passive-aggressive manner until something else takes his interest.
Lukas doesn't make a habit of thinking twice. He doesn't have the patience for it, and he's confident enough to figure that even if the first idea that pops into mind isn't the best one, it'll still work.Except when it doesn't.If you're ever stuck working with him in a group, you may want to improve your telepathic skills because Lukas probably won't talk to you--it won't occur to him that, hey, maybe someone else's help would be nice. He'll either lone wolf it or humor the leader and do mostly as he's told without once speaking up with any useful comments. Alternatively, he'll whine about it with all the maturity of a five-year-old, so you're probably better off with the silent treatment anyhow. It's not that Lukas actually works better alone (he doesn't), he just prefers to be a one-man show. He has an older brother, but he's effectively an only child, and he likes attention. That's pretty much why acting's worked out well for him so far--he feeds off an audience like a parasite, and while's he's not inclined to elbow his way into the spotlight (that'd be tasteless), Lukas is more than willing to bide his time and set up an opportune moment for him to step in graciously. He does the same with relationships; Lukas doesn't mind ruining someone else's love life just because he's got nothing (or no one) to do over the weekend. But hey, if you ever want him to get out of your life, just drop words like "commitment" and he'll be out the door. You could slap him too, and he'll take the hint. Even better, it won't even be awkward since he won't remember your name the next day.
More than a little vain and often very selfish, he concerns himself entirely too much with material things. Fact is that he could be less shallow if he wanted to, but Lukas doesn't want to. Quite the opposite, he bottles up his emotions with an unhealthy dosage of cynicism and cheap thrills. It numbs him, and that's really the way he likes his life. It's not that he's hit the off switch for his emotions; it's that he pretends they're not there because he doesn't want to deal with them. Despite his general air of confidence and security, pretty much anything that he can't understand frightens him. Some people are terrified of spiders or heights, but Lukas is terrified of his emotions. Everyone else's feelings don't bother him (at all, as evidenced by some of things he's said without a hint of shame), but his own stay buried down somewhere very, very deep down in his heart--and Lukas' pride wouldn't mind trying to convince everyone that there isn't a heart at all. Lukas doesn't have the time to worry about silly things like feelings, and if he does have the time, well, he'll go find something else to do with his time. Quick wits and a bit of common sense are all he needs; as for everything else going on in his head, Lukas shoves them away somewhere in the back of his mind while he contemplates something else. He makes his living in stage acting, and all that proves is that he's a great liar--probably the world's best liar given the theater's latest reviews. It's an outlet for expression, if nothing else. It hasn't occurred to Lukas that bottling everything up is probably a bad idea and not particularly healthy for the soul. He could really use a shrink, but you'd have a hard time convincing him that he needs one.